Blossom

Ultimately I want a place I can rest my soul knowing that I am loved without rival. I want a love that is secure, deep and wide. A love that is so secure. I just want security and stability. I want to know that when it comes down to it you will not abandon me.

I want a love that fills me up. A love that makes me bold and brave. A love that preserves and protects my femininity. A love that encourages the child in me.

I want a safe love. I need a home. I need a shelter were I can lay my head without hesitation. By the way that perfect love casts out all my fears. In the moment of discouragement it reaches to the deepest part of me and pulls out the warrior in me.

Ultimately the love I seek is not a love that human can give me. I want my Heavenly Father’s love. An empowering, bold, honest, pure, unconditional, unchanging challenging and secure love.

Deeply flawed but I am His masterpiece. I belong to The King of kings, The Lord of lords and The Defition of love himself. I am mightly protected under his mighty hand. He upholds me. No man can love me the way that my Heavenly Father can.

If I tried to make you love me the way that only my creator can, I would exhaust you. You don’t know the intricacy and to full capacity who I am. It would be unbecoming of me to ask you for validation. You don’t know me. You have absolutely no idea what I’m supposed to add up to.